I am loving the little things in life even more each day. I was drifting far down a path of destruction and, fortunately, the universe knew I had to be stopped and I was. Love, pain, melancholy, and every other feeling in the world are here for a reason. Masking these feelings leads ultimately to our very own demise. If anyone is struggling just know that it CAN be better. You can make the changes. Please realize these things before a judge or probation officer realizes them for you. I was caught up in a whirlwind of speedy oblivion and was going absolutely nowhere very quickly. I am so grateful today to be free from the tight grip of my addiction. I have almost five months of complete sobriety and, honestly, life has NEVER been better. I feel so deeply for every heroin addict today. Manifest love and peace in your mind and, even in the dark depths of addiction, it can happen. You can overcome your tribulations and there IS life away from the drugs. I never thought I could have fun or feel happiness without mind-altering chemicals and today I can truly say I welcome every feeling. Life is far too beautiful and there is far too much to experience to waste it away numb.
I am now living in a new, refreshing way. Sobriety isn’t easy, but it is rewarding. I only hope for the best and in being the way I am now only the best can come. Everyone wish me luck :)
And the arms of the ocean are carrying me
And all this devotion was rushing out of me
And the crashes are heaven for a sinner like me,
but the arms of the ocean delivered me.
—Florence + the Machine
“The bad news: there is no key to the universe; the good news: it was never locked.”
Who lives hereeee? I need cool people to hang out with! Or at least someone who knows where to get mind-altering substances around here. <3 Message me pleaaase.
Anyone live around here? I would looove to connect with some cool people. Message me <3
Your inconstancy is the result of being overly emotional. As a rational person, even you will be surprised at the effect that your emotions have on your actions. You’ll understand then why others are astonished at your behavior. You could take this opportunity to show friends and partners a different facet of your personality.
I feel as though the weight of the world is pressing down on my frail shoulders and attempting to bury me. I appreciate the beauty in life and I notice it everyday but sometimes I just can’t stop worrying about the negative things happening all around me.